I rarely have a picture with my cousins in my father side. We are all shy. We never really had any bonding moments... Well maybe except when we were still kids and all we wanted to do was play.
So yeah... I was tagged in Facebook in a picture with them. They are pretty, and I'm proud of it! But at the same time, jealous of it. Effect of being compared? Or what? They have all the fans. Our picture had many likes all because they are in it. Wow! Talking about stalkers.
So there. There will ALWAYS be SOMEONE...prettier.
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I was in the senior citizen counter lane with my grandmother when I started to realign our cart. Then a pretty, not-so-old-looking lady approached me and said, "Iha, are you in line? I'm a senior."
If you didn't get what I mean, she was trying to push me aside to give way to her. She thought I was just in the lane to be pay for the things I got faster than the others. Well, miss, I was not. And yeah, it was just a small thing. Really no big deal. But at that moment, I became irritated. I still have the energy to control myself and speak to her respectively and calmly. Thank, God!
There will ALWAYS be SOMEONE... irritiating.
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I got a chance to chat in with my ex-boyfriend, elem and HS classmate and still a friend. I can't believe we had and have all those relationships haha! We were like different people before. With him, I have proved that past is past. And I do admit that I cried over and because of him many, many, many, many times for years! Can't even remember when I got though it. He was a major heartbreak and a major healing also.
Because of the relationship I had with him, I got to appreciate and know my Lord better :) I must admit that the most high times of my spiritual life was when my heart was in the lowest moments of my heart haha! My puppy love was taken away haha!
Well back to the main story. I was chatting with him. And wow! He was a great relief today. I am stressed about my studies and thesis and all, and there he was - an angel once again but in a different form now. He encouraged me so much with his words that I made it an FB status as it is. He is a dear friend now.
There will ALWAYS be SOMEONE... encouraging
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Ate Mau, our helper, my friend, and my sister in the Lord, was gone for vacation this New Year. How I missed her and her service to us.
While she was gone, I was the one who took over her job. And I definitely admit that I really had a hard time. My heart was not always willing, although there was a desire to keep a home someday and even nowadays - my parents and my home.
And now that we are all back to normal, she does all the housework, here I am in front the laptop and so on. But I really want to remember how hard her job is. She gets tired on standing up, of cleaning a house that is not hers, of taking care of the dogs that do not have her name on their certificates... She does everything for others - for us, my family, when she could have done these things to her own, But she can't, because she needs to earn money to support herself to college.
O, God, how I pray that she achieves that. Although I know she will be away from us and we have to get another helper, I will definitely miss her and her company. She does everything with a smile. She can even make jokes when I would have definitely be mad deep inside.
There will ALWAYS be SOMEONE... with a helping hand and a testifying life
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So for today, I met a lot.
For a day.. God knows these were enough.
For a DAY.
Every step of the way, each day...
We take life day by day
I hope that
There will ALWAYS be SOMEONE...
Someone who would look at this and reflect on his life.
Someone who would post a reply and be a blessing to this internet community. That too would be GLOBAL :)
So yeah... I was tagged in Facebook in a picture with them. They are pretty, and I'm proud of it! But at the same time, jealous of it. Effect of being compared? Or what? They have all the fans. Our picture had many likes all because they are in it. Wow! Talking about stalkers.
So there. There will ALWAYS be SOMEONE...prettier.
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I was in the senior citizen counter lane with my grandmother when I started to realign our cart. Then a pretty, not-so-old-looking lady approached me and said, "Iha, are you in line? I'm a senior."
If you didn't get what I mean, she was trying to push me aside to give way to her. She thought I was just in the lane to be pay for the things I got faster than the others. Well, miss, I was not. And yeah, it was just a small thing. Really no big deal. But at that moment, I became irritated. I still have the energy to control myself and speak to her respectively and calmly. Thank, God!
There will ALWAYS be SOMEONE... irritiating.
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I got a chance to chat in with my ex-boyfriend, elem and HS classmate and still a friend. I can't believe we had and have all those relationships haha! We were like different people before. With him, I have proved that past is past. And I do admit that I cried over and because of him many, many, many, many times for years! Can't even remember when I got though it. He was a major heartbreak and a major healing also.
Because of the relationship I had with him, I got to appreciate and know my Lord better :) I must admit that the most high times of my spiritual life was when my heart was in the lowest moments of my heart haha! My puppy love was taken away haha!
Well back to the main story. I was chatting with him. And wow! He was a great relief today. I am stressed about my studies and thesis and all, and there he was - an angel once again but in a different form now. He encouraged me so much with his words that I made it an FB status as it is. He is a dear friend now.
There will ALWAYS be SOMEONE... encouraging
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Ate Mau, our helper, my friend, and my sister in the Lord, was gone for vacation this New Year. How I missed her and her service to us.
While she was gone, I was the one who took over her job. And I definitely admit that I really had a hard time. My heart was not always willing, although there was a desire to keep a home someday and even nowadays - my parents and my home.
And now that we are all back to normal, she does all the housework, here I am in front the laptop and so on. But I really want to remember how hard her job is. She gets tired on standing up, of cleaning a house that is not hers, of taking care of the dogs that do not have her name on their certificates... She does everything for others - for us, my family, when she could have done these things to her own, But she can't, because she needs to earn money to support herself to college.
O, God, how I pray that she achieves that. Although I know she will be away from us and we have to get another helper, I will definitely miss her and her company. She does everything with a smile. She can even make jokes when I would have definitely be mad deep inside.
There will ALWAYS be SOMEONE... with a helping hand and a testifying life
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So for today, I met a lot.
For a day.. God knows these were enough.
For a DAY.
Every step of the way, each day...
We take life day by day
I hope that
There will ALWAYS be SOMEONE...
Someone who would look at this and reflect on his life.
Someone who would post a reply and be a blessing to this internet community. That too would be GLOBAL :)
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